Wednesday
hello!! just feel sad here i feel sad this few day soo i try slashing my self with a pen knife soo yahh i tried and thinking tat slashing my self will make me feel more better but i did not feel good i still feel the same and kida pain too i dun know why i come to this stage i relly dun want relly i feel bad doing all this and i my mother saw it she was like why u do this i reply :i am feeling sad and stress up soo u use my pen knife to cut my self ...
then she say :after slashing do u feel happy
i was like :no?but pain!!
then i promiss her not to do it again and i promiss all my friend and da jie(xin yi) and da kor(yangxuan) relly i dun want do tat again
i dun know why i feel like doing again but i must control my self i relly want to do it again now!!! i can't my pen knife not with me with my mother T.T
i cannot take it anymore as my mother say last time i am a good boy now in P6 i dun know wat happen be come this stage i also dun know and she told me to tell mr wee on friday tat i slashed my hand i was like :tell him for wat.... not his problem then she say u tell or i help u tell i say : offcouse i tell my own better
i should stop here bahh and i want thx my da jie(xin yi) and jie(yi hui) and ofcouse my DA KOR!!!(yangxuan)=) thx for helping me and cheer me up and most thx DA JIE (XIN YI)!!!
slashing is bad but i can't stop doing it T.T
- Wednesday, September 30, 2009;